Kruller -- May 1999
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PUNCHLINE

A lithe smile smooth under the kind neon
Wall-hangings, I slid up beside the blonde

Peering herself pretty in the ash colored
Mirror hanging behind the bar, fingering a tired

Temple. This was not her first time
puzzling out the reasons why

She was spending another night
Propped on the same stool and the same wish

That one of those big rigs rolling past the window
Would stop and hustle her down the sighing road.

She poked at her drink and called for another.
I paid for the next and the shrug of her shoulder

And waited for the last hauler to join the train
To smile saying, Honey, your middle name

Ought to be Grace. And she laughed, Darling
Youve no idea. Im already wearing

That joke for my first name. Its not so funny anymore.
I don't need two of the same and Ive heard that line before.


RESCUE

Sometimes God looks like a helicopter
but we've prayed three cold days
away wishing the dark thunder
of an Apache or a Blackhawk
out of the clouds.

Three days crouched under plastic
and four feet of snow swearing to vote
for military spending. Our faces set like soldiers
hoping their way through enemy fire: the sharp
cocked surrender of branch after branch.

Don't you hear? Even the trees are howling
against this wind. Why dont you rise
and tear through this valley, low
and fast, your blades beating
the beating air?

At night I dream my father is a pilot.
I see him hover his smile above
the trees as if to say how silly-the six
of you, children, lost in all this whiteness.
Did you think I would not come?

Saying no, oh, no, oh god-
damn this cold, we uncocoon
on the first clear dawn, zipping ourselves
into action, our bodies the only
movement across this white piled ground.

Our tracks plod out behind us, messy
and slow across too many too cold miles trying
to tune our voices to your frequency. Can't you see us
doing our best, turning our hottest face
toward your infrared eyes?

--Dan Stout


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